I guess everyone struggles in this world.. and it may seems like I am the only one... of course that is not true.. but sometimes... i feel that way..
Today is a good day... and next day is going to be another great day... every single day I would like to think that way.. However, I feel like a machine that always tries to smile and finally.. this machine has been broken.. I know it will be fixed soon enogh.. but I just want to express how i feel today...
Its not like anyone will see this... or even care about it...
just one day.... i will look back to my time.. and i would like to smile once more..
when i see this word again..

God gives me harship.. so than i could be strong..
more he loves me.. harder he will touch me..
by this pain... i finally understand the meaning of happienss..
without sadness there are no happieness..
without darkness... there are no brightness
without no evil.. there are no good...
beacuse they live together... so difined who they are..
orelse we will never know what they are..
so with this pain.. i know the value of happiness..
there are no good or bad... success or failer..
because all these are just another test.... to make us better....
but what is worst?
not doing anything... afraid to try.. fear for challenge..
before you taste the success.. you must taste the failer..
because they are package you cannot seperate.